I've been on Citalopram now for two weeks, even before I started taking them I was waking in the morning and heaving (presume its build up of adrenaline whilst asleep and anxious?).. It is no better now, also have a resting pulse of 90, heart constantly racing, trembling. I'm on 10 mg. Was put on it as my hubby left me before xmas and I can't get him out of my head. How much longer as its wiping me out, physically and mentally. The mental health team said they don't deal with grief/relationship anxiety and I've been diagnosed as moderately to severe depression and moderate anxiety. No local friends, feel so alone . Due to see doc again on Thursday but he not been much help.