Originally Posted by
MarkJames3
Ah well this evening has gone rapidly down hill.....
Started googling.... something which I haven't done in years. And it's lead me down a path of oral cancer. Not only did I Google but ended up at the out of hours GP, they were reluctant to see me as it wasn't an emergency, but the woman on reception could see how panicky I was and said I could see a nurse, she checked over my mouth etc and said she is not worried about anything, said I seem run down and my mouth could be reacting.
That didn't really calm me down and I have spent the whole evening alone in bed while my fiancee and son play down stairs together.
Normally sleep is my only solace from the days worries but I feel tonight is going to be a long night....
Got a docs appointment at 10.50 in the morning.... Absolutely s### scared.
Just keep trying to tell myself I am 29 never smoked and hardly drunk alcohol, so chances are minimal right?