ok so I found a lumpy area in my left breast a little while ago and I finally went to the doctors yesterday and he had a feel and felt what I felt its not a typical round lump as such but more like long shaped and harder than the rest of my breast tissue anyway he has referred me to the breast clinic to get checked over so now I have to wait for a appointment to come and drive my self mad :( he said he doesn't think its anything to worry about but im worrying the worst what if I have cancer and I die and leave my children my number 1 fear was cancer and now im here waiting to see about a lump....I cant stop thinking im petrified I just keep thinking and feeling like im going to get the worst possible outcome is it my anxiety talking or my gut feeling I don't know what to do I cant stop my mind from wondering and thinking these awful scenarios nothing is helping im 27 years old with two beautiful children