Hi I've not posted on this forum before I don't think but I've had depression anxiety health anxiety and ocd for about 9 years I think lately coming off antidepressants down to half dose having bad case of cancer phobia scared of stomach cancer and just had flu the one thing I suffer with physically is stomach problems and am on permanent meds but after this flu I just feel like I can no longer be bothered to fight my depression and problems im not suicidal I mean it's like I'm losing the will to live I'm too tired to fight my crap anymore I feel like it would be easier to just give in I don't know where to turn have beautiful kids husband nice family but I can't fight no more please advise