Hi everyone , I suffer depression and crippling anxiety. I am feeling painfully low and can't seem to pull myself out of it . My thinking and thoughts are all over the place I can't seem to think like a normal person and worry about everything ( and yes I worry about worrying) my parents don't understand at all and am regularly told to buck up. This is ruining my life I would love to go to zimbabwe with my partner when I'm feeling better but am terrified I will become unwell with my depression and anxiety while I'm away. I joined this group as I feel so alone with this