Hi
I will sum up
About 2 weeks ago I started suffering from insomnia.
I put this down as normal, I have had it before and it went away - I was in the Costa Rican rainforest!
Well, sometime later, maybe 2 days I started getting irrational fears and night sweats. I put this down to background worries about being 60, health worries etc. specifically re prostrate check.
Anyways went to the docs here, he was nice and spoke good English. So blood tests ordered - ALL totally fine, really happy, extensive tests all good.
In the last few days the attacks have got worse, especially in the evening Im sorry angry, my poor wife is feeling so fed up with me, pacing around, not watching TV - she says Ive changed into someone else. Last night she got very angry indeed. She says I should get a grip! - shes right of course.
Here's what I think triggered the attacks
1. Asked to leave our stable rental property - so I thought our whole project for 16 months was going to fail, dragging us all down
Had to move house which we are not keen on the new place.
Heavily invested in my son financially and things atm not going to well - so worried about our financial future as we have essentially no income, just savings.
Normally Im a very outgoing person, with good education and x top flight career, worked in many difficult places overseas notably Central Africa.
I need to beat this on my own, totally against meds
thanks for reading
Rich