Hi,
I am about to have a breakdown. I have suffered from performance anxiety about work for the past 10 years. I have seen a number of therapists who do Cognitive Behavioral Therapy. I've tried all of their suggestions. I've been working with one CBT therapist in particular for the past year with spotty results. Lately, I have not been able to get my anxiety down to a manageable level. I have intense anxiety in the morning, and now I'm at the point where I just break down and cry every morning because I feel so hopeless. (Somehow, I make it to work and do my job.) I've also tried acupuncture, which has worked somewhat in the past, but now, does not seem to be helping. I also take Xanax, .25 mg. Any higher dose makes me drowsy. Is there any hope for me? Any suggestions? Sometimes I think I should not be working, but my husband insists that I work.