unbearable..... please dont read if you have a phobia of contamination
For as long as I can remember I have always been funny with food and drinks...
I never eat or drink something without someone trying it first, I never eat out or have a takeaway when im alone for this reason.... if I open a new bottle of cordial I have to make sure the lids not been opened and someone has to have the first glass, I always have to tip the molk upside down to make sure the label is all on, if I make a meal, go out, have a takeaway I always make sure someone has the first mouthfull or I refuse to eat it, yoghurts, butter, cake anything if the lid or label isnt on fully I csnt eat any of it. I always have to squeeze a bag of crisps/ seeets before I can have one and even the someone has to haslve one first... its anything!!!
That might sound bad but now im starting to think about different things
Fruit... what if the people who pick the fruit/vegetables inject them with poison or contaminated blood and no one knows?? This has stopped me eaying Any of them...
Sugar/salt.. what if the makers of them have spiked it with whiye substance that is lethal or even cocain which will make me addicted and turn into a drug user? ?
Tampons.. what if someone has contaminated them with hiv/stds and I catch them when I use them.
Bubblw bath/shampoo. . The people wjo make them put acid or liquid that will severley burn my skin
Videos on you tube.... they are curses thay if you watch something bad will happen...
Im literally so scared right now. I thought it was bad before but now its getting seriously stupid ..
Please help me..
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Me: what could possibly go wrong????
Anxiety: well, I'm glad you asked....