The long road to recovery

[Deckardblues]

Hi, i have not been on here for a while, i guess i am making recovery. I have been depressed most of my life, and it got worse in November last year. I have been through absolute hell, but i am on Citalopram and the 30mg dose seems to work well for me. My drinking is less, a lot less, i dont cut myself like i used too, and i am generally getting better, but i dont think i will ever be completely cured. I have always found life a struggle, finding me in this crazy world, and just never fitting in. Its like i see the world differently to everyone else i guess. I suppose my fear is one day i will snap. End it all. Till then, like many on here, i just try and get through today, and try and believe in tomorrow..

[caroline-j]

Hi Deckardbles, I was only thinking the other day that I noticed you hadnt posted for awhile. So pleased that life at the mo is treating you better. Wish you all the best. t.c x

[hanshan]

Hi,

Don't give up. Better now, cure in the future. It will come.