Originally Posted by
Gemmal
2 whole years and 5 months . I've had " lymphoma symptoms " . Two years of not living , I've let myself go , isolated myself and generally lost motivation .
I want to do all these great things with my life , I thought I would have achieved some by now . Instead anxiety has stopped me living . I just want to wake up one day without fear
I had a panic attack earlier on . Still convinced I'm going to get diagnosed very soon . My mum was in hospital over the weekend and I kept thinking this will be me soon !
It's awful and I'm so down about it , I want to take control back but how ?