Hi everyone , hope you're all ok.
I was surprised (and frustrated) with how warm it was today (for most of the UK) and its the time of the year when my anxiety is at its worst.
Big changes in weather/seasons definitely make me feel more anxious. When the bright nights started this year it made me feel more anxious than normal. The warm weather makes me feel very uncomfortable which then makes me feel irritable, very irritable then I start to feel very anxious and on-edge.
The hot weather makes me sweat a lot too, I hate germs, sweat etc because of my OCD so I can be even more anxious and irritable. Sometimes, I hardly get any sleep because of the warm weather, its so uncomfortable even at night . The next day I'll be very snappy, irritable and negative.
Even after showering, about 30 mins- 1 hour later and Im sweating as much as I did in the day. It wasn't like that today but Im feeling very anxious that its only around the corner.
I suppose another reason this weather makes me feel like this is I think most people around my age will be with their friends enjoying themselves.
Just makes me feel depressed, like I'm the only one stuck at home with only my family to talk to. I wouldn't go out because of the weather and my social anxiety issues.
Then theres bees and wasps, I'm terrified of them
Im not sure if I suffer from SAD, last winter the dark nights made me feel depressed. The summer makes me feel more anxious, depressed than the winter though. I'm feeling very worried about the next few months when its going to be the same or getting warmer. I can't control my anxiety and thoughts.
Wish I could go and live in Antarctica
Should I check with my therapist when I see them again if I may suffer from SAD ?
Is anyone else feeling like this or similar ?
Thanks for reading x