I had booked a doctors appointment for 3rd July originally with my chosen doctor, but I just felt awful this morning and couldn't bare the idea of waiting for 2weeks before I get some idea of what I should do so I rang up his morning explained I need to see my doctor sooner, and luckily they'd just had a cancellation so if I could make it within the next 10mins, I could have the appointment.
I got there, explained how I feel like the medication is making my mood worse and he agreed that he's happy for me to come off the medication. Thing is, he was very unsupportive and I had to ask him how I'm supposed to taper....and even then he still didn't explain what I should do. He just told me to take a lower dose and then half it when I want to, he told me he isn't going to tell me how to do it and I can do it sooner rather than later if I want.
I still don't really know what to do. I'm also really upset because when I was explaining how the pills are making me feel miserable and low, he said ' that could just be your personality though' and I objected and said ' well no, I was such a happy, bubbly person before' and he then repeated ' it's probably your personality' I feel totally unsupported, and it's ironic because the reason I wanted to see him was because he's usually very thorough but today he was just awful.