Hi all, it's Tara, sorry I haven't been here for a while, really needed to sort myself out. I was doing real well I came off all the medication for my anxiety/ panic disorder but it wasn't long before they crept back on me. I was trying to deny it was happening by not talking about it, this was a lot of the reason why I haven't been here for so long I just didn't want to admit it happening again, but I knew I couldn't carry on like I was so I decided to go back to see my doctor and he put me back on some medication and it's done the trick I feel sooooo much better "normal" infact, so I'll be back to see you all tonite!!! Love Tara xx