Hi Jo,
Thank you for your kind reply. I think things are on the up i am feeling really positive today, usually i feel nervous posting to people (see my post in symptoms) i am still a bit worried but im actually facing doing it instead of running away from it, i know its only a little thing but i feel kinda like its another step forward.

oh yeah I also want to say thank you again to everyone making me so feel welcome, i allready feel you have been a big help to me.

Hope your all well, Take care love Jo x