Im really sorry to keep on moaning and moaning and moaning ......
I still cant get these ANTS out of my head, as i am typing this my mind is going in circles, tried to phone 2 of my mates @ dinner time who i just got back in contact with last weekend - they are not answering the phone - i got into a state about that, ie why are they not answering the phone.
My mate who is working is travelling (well she is probably closer than a mate but we are taking things slowly), im in a state about that, making sure she is ok travelling.
The weird thing is, i try and block these thoughts out and for a few minutes everything is fine and then it is back to anxiety again.
I go to the gym everynight - i am wondering now whether i should try and stay at home a couple of nights and chill but when i think about it, i dont think i could. Am i going to the gym everynight to avoid staying at home by myself in my bedroom - although ive lots of things i could do whilst i am at home.
Sorry to moan and probably go over old ground but its doing my head in!
The thing is, i know when i get home my friend who lives in blackpool will be home safely and my mates, well they are probably out. But their is always that "what if" thought.
How do i stop it:( Pls help.
Paul