emetophobia - back with a vengeance

[cookieme]

Hi all,
Firstly, I used to use this site as a lifeline years ago. Not only did it save me many times but I met some wonderful friends.
I have been emetophobic since early childhood. Probably caused by a negative experience I have since blocked.
I have been managing well with the support of my fiance.
The other day he got home from an overseas asia holiday. I dont like to travel to asia because of the risk of illness.
This afternoon he came down with diahorrea and vomiting. I am a mess. I have had to stay at a friends place but am barely holding it together. I havent experienced my anxiety this intense in many years and im terrified. Everytime I start to calm down I think im going to catch it and it starts all over again. I cant eat or sleep and honestly dont know what to do. I would love some support from others that understand. X

[rjh87]

Hi cookieme,

I'm new here, but I hope you're okay! I'm always scared of what my reaction will be if my other half falls ill, however it sounds like he's very supportive of your and will understand if you're scared. xx