Hi Avm, hope you are feeling better today.
If you check out my post from yesterday you will see that how you are feeling is totally normal at this stage on this drug. It really does take a long time to work and 6 weeks isn't long enough to get the full effect.
I know exactly how you feel, I was there myself a very short time ago, but now I feel really great. Once it really kicks in you do feel so much better - even though you just can't imagine it at the moment.
Honestly, I think you have the worst behind you now and better times are around the corner.
It's so tough but stay strong and be kind to yourself.
Take care
xx