Hi to you all, my Health Anxiety is very bad today, i just want to cry, infact if it carries on i will just burst into tears.
I am getting pain either side of kidneys, my legs have been sore on and off for about a week, bit of pelvic pain on and off too, my nerves are so bad, i never tell anyone i keep it all in, i feel as though i am gonna have a nervous breakdown from worrying about my health.
I worry i have cervical cancer, i have been to the doctor before explaining my fears of the smear test, she was understanding, i have been to a few but i can not control my nerves and i tell the nurse it wont happen as when she tries to open my my legs shake and it just wont work.
My doctor does not think i have CC. Tells me not to worry, but i do, i have come of my diet and put a bit of weight on, so i thin kto myself if i did have cancer i would not be putting weight on. ?
I am scared i have some kind of kidney disease too.
Also when i was at Doctor last time she felt my pelvic area and could not feel any cysts, which is a good thing, but still i get pain there.
I just feel like every thing is getting on top of me, that i am going to worry so much that i wont be able to get outta bed or go to work. I am thinking about going to the doctor on tuesday before i start work to tell her how i am feeling because i just can not go on like this no more.
Every ache and pain i get i worry about, why can i not turn my brain of from all of this, i hopei am not alone in this.
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