So some of you may have seen my previous thread...after weeks of humming and harring I finally went back to the gym and then got myself a personal trainer...
Today was the first session and I think it went quite well!
I was feeling really lousy this morning because I'd done 2 13hr days at work, followed by a sleepless night doubting everything about myself and my life....but I went (whereas if it was just a normal gym session I wouldn't have), and I feel good!
The initial 10mins were weird and hard because he had me in front of a mirror doing squats which I've never done...so I feel I looked like a tool....but I persisted and went with it...then the rest of the session I felt a lot more comfortable using equipment I was happier with.
Yes he is going to push me hard...but its what I need....maybe it'll work better than cbt!
A special thanks must go out to my nmp buddies from chat who encouraged me and nagged me to make the leap (you all know who you are!)....and a special thanks to wabbit...because for just being her and going through what she has...I was inspired and motivated!
Here's to my next gym session tomorrow and personal training session next Monday!
Happy Tuesday Everyone
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