I think you are right about Simon Ray. He was the only one who (sounds awful) didn't have a reason to get better.....that sounds awful I know....but what I mean is the other two had children to consider, I know if I didn't have my son it I would probably be a lot worse than I am at the moment. It gave me the push I needed my son is only 6 and he has no idea I have problems and I don't want him growing up thinking that I do so I make myself do things for him.

Of course he wants to get better for himself and we all do really but it really does help if there is something there to give you that little "kick up the bum[:I]" pardon me french lol.

Hope I haven't annoyed anyone by saying this, there i go apologising again!!



Steph