So if you haven't read my last post I went to the doctors the other day to have blood tests done. I lost a stone in 2 months for no real reason, and I'm really struggling to put it back on. I look skeletal and unnatural, its disgusting and when I look at myself in the mirror I want to cry. Its never a good thing when your ass starts to look like Miley Cyrus' unattractive excuse for a behind.

Now I have to wait 2 weeks, and waiting is absolute torture. I keep thinking to myself "should I have mentioned this??" But its a little too late for that now. I'm terrified of what the results might find, or even what they might not. If nothing comes up in my bloods then I have to go for more tests, and that might just be scarier than being told that they've found something.

All this waiting is driving me nuts, and the anxiety doesn't exactly help with my metabolism or appetite...