Thanks for your reply fallingstar!
I am going to make an appointment with doc, and try my best to be very brave and explain what's going on. Usually I end up crying... Haha
Do you have any advice for tests I can ask for? I've had a fobt (but will request another), had a rectal finger in butt exam. What else can I request?
It doesn't help that where I live (New Zealand) has a RIDICULOUSLY high bowel
Cancer rate. Really high, we are only a country of 4 million people! Sigh.
Any advice/suggestions would be much appreciated.
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I can't do this anymore. I'm going to go and cry in the shower.