I didn't get through my list yet, I came back from my last minute trip with a cold! so I'm going ti use the next few days to rest.
On the plus side while home I did socialise a lot with ease and on the way home I did a brand new train journey on my own.
I had a ball while I was at home. I made new friends and saw old friends and family. I don't think I stopped laughing the entire time, and I was like my old self again, or more like. I used to be really funny, but the depression toned me down a lot. I loved being home. My mum tends to accidentally trigger some of my smaller issues but we got through it well and I spend a lot more time with them than I'd usually do.
I really missed my boyfriend and was excited to come back home, but I feel like he didn't even notice my absence. I know my insecurities would lead me down that train of thought so it's hard to judge and he's pretty despondent because of his issues, but I guess I was wrongly hoping he would appreciate me more after being away for a few days. I knew I shouldn't bet on maybe's but I couldn't help it. I can't bring up relationship problems when he is going through a hard time because it's not fair but it's on my mind a lot.
Well that was my week.