My husband has always wanted kids but my anxiety and emetophobia has always made me afraid to have them. But we decided to anyway as I didn't want my anxiety to rule my life. I came off the pill in June and each month in getting nausea on the second half of my cycle. This month it's really bad to the point I think I am pregnant. Now I am panicking. I don't know how I will cope with the morning sickness if it's like this. I've recently stopped my citalopram due to wanting to be pregnant and was given sertraline as it's meant to be safer but have yet to take it. I thought I had a bug last week and thought I was over it but then started to feel really sick again yesterday after an hours car journey. I jave woken up in a panic today especially the thought of going back to work and sitting on a train to London. What should I do? It's awful but I find myself wishing that my period comes and I'm not pregnant