Tomorrow is the 1st of September and my son starts nursery again.. Am lying in bed worrying about taking him. I haven't been out for over 3 months but for the past week or so I have been to shops I went to a local fair and felt ok but the thought of going out on my own and doing my daily routine is scaring me.. I am all alone is this. I have no1 to help me.. And I no I have to do this for my son but I hate feeling this way.. Every single day I panic.. I just want to be normal and do the normal things with my son.. It's him that's guna suffer if I don't pull myself together but am finding it really hard and no1 understands that.. It's always "oh u can do it" or "don't think about it" I can't stop thinking about it. It's on my mind 24/7.. I just wana get rid and be happy again 😢