Hi Sarah, I can fully understand your fears about being alone, when Rob's not around I can't wait for him to get back, but I tell you what these last few days he's been out a lot, all day in fact and i've been thinking "i hope i can cope on my own with Lennon" but i tell you what i did cope, and i'm sure you will cope, you will find the strenth and power to do it and you will find your own way of doing it, and i bet you'll be real proud of yourself when you do. Take Care Sarah...........Tara xxx