Cut a long story short last night was a bad night. Ended up being arrested for trying to jump of the top of a car park. After an assessment I was released and placed under a home treatment team ... again.
Got home, slept a little. Took my Citalopram as normal at about 11am. Not long after I woke up dripping in sweat. I also felt very tiered and separated from reality. Infact I still do. I feel confused, and not in touch with reality.
I'm also very tense. Even sitting here my legs and shoulders are tensed up. Anxiety is very high at the moment.
I'm on 40mg Citalopram. I skipped two doses about 3 days ago. I was also drinking alcohol last night.
It feels like I've had a night terror (I suffer with these when I don't take my meds). Except, the derealizaion is ever present. Usually after a night terror it goes away shortly after.