I have posted before, I have been to my doctor a couple of times with a nodule thing thing that you can feel if you press in in the middle of the r/breast bone at the bottom first he said it was part of the rib and bone then when I went back again he said it could be a fatty lump, now I am convinced there is something wrong with me, I am due to have my 3 yearly mammogram next Thursday, and I am too scared to go, really scared, my anxiety levels are sky high, I have been under a lot of stress lately with my son being very ill, and my husband with copd and my life is one constants daily stress, so I keep thinking how am I going to cope with this what if they ring me up how am I going to manage every day when I feel so depressed , I am thinking about running away I know you must think what a neurotic person, but if I don't go for this mammogram I will worry. Please advise me, as I feel so weak frightened. I have rang the screening centre to ask if I can wait for the results and they no because two radiologist have to check ,maybe my anxiety levels have rocketed and it seems my negative brain is wiping out trying to be positive.