......like many of you these have really caught up with me!! Things are begining to settle back down after Crimbo and NY stuff, but I really feel I'm struggling with stuff. That is made worse by the fact that the family are back into routine with work and school and that is adding guilt onto how I feel.
I know this is an expected result of "pretending" over the last few weeks and by writing this here I'm hoping that I will be able to see through it. However nothing sems to be working at the moment. I dont see the doc or the trick cyclist again for a couple of weeks and wonder if I will make it without contacting them.
Guilt stops me talking with Shani about it as she looks really knackered as well but she is up and out at 7am and I am still in bed hours later!! Hopefully by the weekend I will have a routine back and some energy to deal with stuff!!
I think I need a target for the next few weeks and something to look forward to!!
Iain
What's so funny about peace, love and understanding?