i have been on cipralex for 4 yrs for OCD.i take 5mg every night after food.for the first two years i used to take 10 mg every day.since i hv intrusive taughts my doctor asked me to up my dosage.But i m so scared to take the medication as i knw it affects the brain chemistry.doctor tells me this is my worry/ocd towards the medication.i still have concern whether taking the medication for so long can damage my brain in anyway.i m an indian guy 20years old who goes to collage my parents r of indian culture and believe that going to doctor every month is waste of money.so i am forced to visit doctor only after every 3 months.this time in between causes anxiety in my mind thinking that i m taking the medication without consulting with the doctor as my parents wont allow me to meet the doctor every month.my question is it ok to visit my Doctor every 3 months and keep on taking 5 mg cipralex without consulting with my Doctor every month and if taking cipralex for so long affect me or damage my brain functioning?(in my case 4years and the doctor has asked me take my medication till my education is over).i have this concern for long so please help me with this and has anyone here been taking cipralex for as long as me?and wen i take the medication i feel headache.plz help