it has been 5 years since my ex wife left me . and what i have gone through has been hell and still is . the depression and anxiety never go away yes there are good day but lots of bad days . have been sectioned and tried loads of tabs . only thing that keep me going or diaz and cocodamal which is for my back . im lucky that my doctors are really good with me and i cannot say enough about them all . but i no its somthing i will have to live with the rest off my life how ever long that will b ?. just needed to put this in writeing . just a really really bad time at the min . and have to go back to work tomorrw . i could only take a week off work like all of us we need money to pay the bills . ok doctor saying you need a month off . its not that easy when things need paying . so its back to work with a smile on my face when i wish i was ???? well you now how it is .