This truly is an awful, awful disease and one I am struggling with quite a lot. I'm back to see my therapist next week which will hopefully yield some progress/techniques.
I just feel like I have become some one/ something else. I absolutely detest the way I am at the minute and the thoughts I have. None of them are of my own making and it feels like I am attracted to things I shouldn't be.
I've never ever had any of these kind of thoughts prior to reading that article. Surely this means it is just OCD? Yet when I see an every day picture of a friends child (eg on facebook) why do I feel some kind of attraction/reaction within me?
It's absolutely awful. Any advice again would be greatly received.