i have ocd since teenage. Now worst form for past 3 years. I feel i m jealous of everybody. Suppose one of my friend has bipolar disorder. He has recovered well. When i heard that immediately my mind developed sadness that he has recovered and i m still suffering. If he also suffers then i will find a companion. This thought came for a fraction of second and i somehow liked it. But immediately i thought that i should not think like this way about a human being. It is bad for a good human being. I said sorry to GOD. But i kept on feeling guilt continuously for many days.. Same thing happens several times with incest thoughts, harming other thoughts also. I feel like them for a fraction of second. Then sorry to GOD and then immense guilt for liking immoral thoughts. Please help me. This is my exact problem. I m suffering. Please help MYNAMEISTERRY. Your expert opinion sought.