Yet another job I've had to quit due to anxiety and bi-polar. I'm beginning to feel like there really is no point in life. So I'm back at my parents, I can't stand the relationship I'm in and I really can't stand my life. I used to be fine then in 2012 it all went wrong and it just doesn't seem to get any better.
I can't take the thought of having to take any more medication because the doctors can't seem to diagnose me. I'm a big fat waste of a life. All I do is cry, I make myself feel better and capable and then minutes later I'm right back wanting to scream and die. Will this feeling ever stop?
All I want is to live my own life... that though seems to much to ask :(
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