Hi, I have HA and a fear to take medication. Even taking ibuprofen is sometimes a challenge... Since this morning, I have a very small amount of blood in my urine, pain when I urinate and a little cramping. I'm so stressed about it I can't sleep. I know I'll have to go to a clinic tomorrow and they'll prescribe some sort of antibiotic and I'm really scared to take it. I know I have no choice though. I feel so stupid for fearing a common thing like this, but I'm going crazy over this... I'm mad at myself and mad at life... The brighter side is that I just realized it's been about two years since I've been to the doctor, which is kind of great since I was a frequent user when I had really bad HA.