Re: In a complete mess, worries over vulvar cancer AND bf :(
Just try to keep in mind that it wouldn't be uncommon for a bubble bath to aggravate you down there, especially if you're just now getting over thrush/UTI. Your lady parts are recovering and sensitive from something like this - so know that it's normal.
Calmly express your concerns to your doctor and then trust what she says. She's trained and will know. Anytime your thoughts start to wander to the bad "c-word" thoughts, tell yourself that you've seen a doctor, she's right, and that you're not going to worry today. Then, do something --anything-- that will distract you. I promise if you keep it up, your episodes of worry will become shorter before you automatically just turn your attention to something else.
As for your boyfriend, I'm sure he's not upset that you opened his mail and I'm sure he knows why you did it. I don't know what to tell you about what is going on with him, but it seems as though the doctors are on top of it and I'm sure he'll be just fine as well.
Positive thoughts
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