Hi everyone,
I am at a complete loose end. My boyfriend of 18 months broke up with me on Thursday as he needs to reclaim his independence and be on his own for a while. He said he loved me and cared for me but has had to cut me out of his life in order for me to move on. I have no intention or desire to do so. This boy was/is my everything and I cannot just walk away. I have pestered him on a few occasions but realise this isn't what he wants as he wants space and a lot of it. It's like I have been thrown away like I am nothing. Have I ruined my chances of getting back together with him by harassing him? (Nothing mean said) I would die for him and I just want to hug him, laugh with him and it's all been snatched away. I need some guidance as being a girl with a history of depression I cannot seem to get my head together and deal with it. I wish I knew whether we had a future together but I know that this is something I cannot predict. He gave me security comfort and happiness like I have never experienced.
Any help would be appreciated, I am absolutely devastated.
Ellie