hello everyone,
As some of you may know, I have opted out of going to Malaysia with Ed at Christmas. Well, I have just realised that he is leaving on december 2nd and because I will be at uni, the earliest I can go home for Christmas is december 15th - that means that I will be in Durham for 2 weeks ALONE!!! I hate being alone!! Even before I suffered from panic attacks, I hated being alone. I don't know why, I've just always been like that. Now I hate it even more and don't know how I'm going to manage without Ed for that long. He cooks for me, drives me everywhere and takes care of me. How will I possibly cope without him??? I know it's 3 months away but the thought is already terrifying me...
Sarah [V]