I don't know what to do. I found a hard smooth lump in my left breast 3 days ago. I have seen two Doctors who told me not to worry, and they don't think it is suspicious. They are sending me for a mammogram, but I have to wait 3 weeks for it. I can't cope. I can't sleep, I don't want to eat. I'm crying all of the time. I keep on thinking about my two children I am going to leave behind when I die from breast cancer. I am 41 years old, and my friend died from breast cancer last year and she was 41. I can feel the lump more when I lean forward, but when I stand up the lump becomes smaller. Why does it do that? I have had Health anxiety since I was 16 years old. But this time it's real. I just know, it's something bad, because It is physical, I can actually feel a lump there - it's real! And I don't know how to cope waiting for the mammogram, and then waiting for the results. Then the Doctor told me that mammograms aren't 100% accurate, so I know I will not believe it, and I will want an ultrasound too! I cannot find the lump on the other breast, it is just on the left. It does not hurt. It is hard and smooth. I'm really freaking out. Sorry. If anyone has been in a similar situation and has any advice, please help.