I HAVE JUST BEEN TO VISIT MY NANNA&GRANDAD,ALSO MY BROHTER (HE LIVES TWO DOORS AWAY) I HAVENT BEEN TO MY NANNA'S IN OVER 3YRS AND I HAVENT SEEN MY BROTHER'S HOUSE AT ALL,HE MOVED INTO HIS HOUSE LAST YR. I CANT BELIEVE I HAVE DONE IT. I FELT REALLY SICK,SHAKING,HEART BEATING ETC WHEN WE GOT OUTSIDE I SAID TO MY PARTNER I DONT THINK I CAN GET OUT,I DONT THINK I CAN DO THIS,BUT I DID I GOT OUT AND WENT IN. I WAS AT MY NANNA&GRANDAD'S ABOUT 15-20MINS,HOUSE CHANGED SO MUCH,WAS REALLY WEIRD TO BE THERE BUT SO GLAD I DID. THINK THEY WERE A LITTLE SHOCKED TO SEE ME. THEN CALLED IN AT MY BROTHERS,THERE ABOUT 15MINS,MY BROTHER SAID'BLOODY HELL WHAT YOU DOING OUT' LOL HE WAS PLEASED TO SEE ME,WAS NICE TO SEE MY BROTHER. HIS GF SHOWED ME ROUND THE HOUSE. I DID START TO RELAX AFTER A WHILE. NICE TO BEING VISITING PEOPLE FOR A CHANGE AND NICE TO BE DOING SOMETHING DIFFERENT WITH MY PARTNER AND DAUGHTER. I STILL CANT BELIEVE I HAVE DONE IT,WOW! PARTNER WAS SO PLEASED,TELLING ME I HAVE DONE SO WELL,HE'S BEEN SUCH A GREAT SUPPORT,WOULD OF BEEN LAST WITHOUT HIM. ANYWAY SORRY TO GO ON BUT WANTED TO SHARE MY GOOD NEWS. TAKE CARE LEANNE X