Since my bad trip 2 and a half months ago, I've been plagued with fears over my health. Heart concerns, brain tumours, stroke, carbon monoxide poisoning - you name it. I was getting better but now
I've relapsed. I am feeling extremely derailed from society, the world is constantly spinning and I feel like I'm going to pass out. This is accompanied by jolting of the brain when trying to sleep as well as a free falling sensation. I've stopped doing the things I love sport and football as I'm petrified of cardiac arrest as a result of the drugs I took, I haven't nor ever will take anything again as a result. However I'm just petrified of everything. My arms go numb and I link it to a stroke, a chest pain and it's a heart attack, dizziness and it's Cardiac arrest. I'm
Never out of the emergency room and I cannot take medication as the side effects initially make me worse and I cannot Afford to get any worse in case bad thoughts enter my head. Is there any hope out there? What do
I do? I'm only 20 years old. All my tests came back normal but was low in white blood cells I don't know what that means, 14 ECGs all fine also.