With my Granddads passing i have been struggling at night when trying to sleep, the racing thoughts have popped back along with a fast heartbeat. I've just had the news my Nanna has got lung cancer
Now i seem to be dwelling on a negative that 'Bad news comes in 3's'.
So i am finding myself really quite anxious/down at the moment. I go on holiday in 3 weeks time and obviously the next few weeks are going to be emotional with my Granddads burial to come, i'm struggling to know what is a 'Normal' reaction to things like this, i know i need to allow myself time to grieve.
I'm just worried this could undo the progress i've been making, plus my granddad if he is watching would hate to see me like this, but what can i do, i have to let my emotions out.