Thanks for your replies.
I have been falling apart. Not eating and crying. I went to my family Doctor for the report off the Doctor who did the Mammogram and Ultrasound. First thing he said to me was, "It all looks good. They're all benign." I said why do I need a breast MRI and a biopsy then, is the Doctor not sure. He said they biopsy them to be 100% sure, and he doesn't know why she's bothering with the MRI. He said Breast MRI are quite a new thing, and they pick up really tiny things. My Breast MRI is tomorrow morning. I'm not sure if they are doing the biopsy at the same time or on a different day. I can't get all these bad thoughts and images out of my head! They are constant, they never stop! I keep on thinking the MRI is going to pick up something the Mammo and U/S did not, because MRI are really sensitive. And what if the biopsy of the lump which she said was a Fibroadenoma is cancerous? I fell apart and had a panic attack when I went for my mammo and U/S last week. How am I going to get through the MRI and biopsy without panicking. I do not want sedating for them.
When I left my family Doctor's he said to me. Your'e working yourself up over nothing. So far so good. So far so good I'm thinking, so it still has the possibility of turning bad then? What do you think? Why extra tests. The Doctor doing the Ultrasound said they are not cysts, they are nodules or tissue. The big one is what we call a Fibroadenoma. I have 4 lumps in my left breast by the way. She said they don't look worrisome they look benign. Why a biopsy then and a MRI?
I really can't lose it tomorrow morning. I think the Doctors and Nurses think I'm crazy the way I'm handling this all. Has anyone got any advice or been through what I'm going through?