Prozac diary continued..

[Giraffe11]

I have had it a few times but nothing terrible. It's awful isn't it - have you tried peppermint tea?

[atki]

good thinking! I shall get some in my lunch break. thanks

[Rachh]

Yeh 100% had the heartburn and I never suffer with it normally. It's very on and off though.

[atki]

yeah this is only 3rd time but I can't shift it. had it like 3 in the morning and its still going strong

[Rachh]

I'm so fed up of not being recovered. I've been trying so hard for ages and I feel worse than friggin ever!!!! I feel really impatient. Want it all to go away sick of not feeling myself

[atki]

I feel the same

[Rachh]

I think I have another virus. Initially I thought it was hayfever however I feel really heady and sniffly.
Feeling sick a lot of the time too & all I want to do is eat stodgey food and stay in bed :(
Im a bridesmaid tomorrow and im really worried im not going to enjoy the day. I feel like everyone will be getting drunk and be merry and for some reason ive got this belief in my head that I need to have a drink like everyone else to have a good time. Which I know I need to change because that's 100% not true. I don't feel like im a normal person.
Im nervous about it anyway but these stupid worries about not enjoying myself really really irritates me and makes me feel really anticipated. I haven't felt like this for ages. feeling sorry for myself majorly. No reassurance from anyone is helping and my stomach in in knots. I was doing much better before taking this stupid Prozac.

[atki]

do you have anything to take like propanol or valium? you dont need to drink, try not to put expectations on yourself, get there, do your thing and dont worry about what happens after the meal etc, if everyone is drunk, they wont have a clue what you are up to x

[Rachh]

Thanks Atki. I have some Valium which I'll take feeling much better tonight after I got it off my chest earlier. Been to see the bride tonight and feel much better. She has anxiety too and won't be drinking much so that's good.

[Giraffe11]

Hope you have a lovely day Rach xx