Last December I was out shopping with a friend and had to go number two, I noticed that day I went number two a total of three times. I usually only go once. I started to worry the next day I found out that another friends mom was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. Since then I have looked at every bowel movement and pressed on my side I have worried anytime I have any pains in my back or stomach. Of course in the six months I worried about every little thing. Before this worry it was brain cancer and before that it was als and all last year it was melanoma. So I always thought it's just like those other times. Then this month early on I had some big pains in my stomach that kept me up, I thought it was gas. Then it happened again the pain moved around a bit but always in the upper part and sometimes noticed on right side. I also was getting bouts of very harsh heart burn. Then three nights ago I woke in my hotel room and the pain was strong and on the right side it kept me up an hour and the next night (night before last) it was horrible same time as before 3:00 a.m. And this time it kept me up all night! I wondered if a trip to the hospital was in order. It finally went away around noon. The pain this time was in the middle at the top of my stomach pretty much in the middle. Yesterday I ate very little and had horrible heartburn. Then the worst I noticed my urine seemed dark the urine all week was normal. Since the last attack Night before last each urine has been dark and this morning my bowel movement was very light. I called my parents over to look at my bowels they say they look normal. But they are very light for me. The urine is dark and all this changed since that last attack. I'm to scared to go to the doctor but I know I need too.