Hi,
I'm getting married on Monday (5th) and am of course very excited about it. This time last year i couldn't even get out of bed and now i'm going to get married! for those who don't know, i spent a whole year indoors due to my anxiety. That ended last summer and now my progress continues.
The wedding is going to be a very small one as i still can't cope with big big things yet. It's going to be in a register office with 2 other people (my dad and my brother! - needed to be the witnesses!). That's how small it is. Afterwards, we're going straight home, because i can't have any sort of celebrations. I hate that i can't give her a big wedding, but she's really good about it. She's completely supportive of my problems and is really amazing.
Aside from the excitement, i'm also extremely nervous about it all. That's not because of the usual wedding/marriage anxieties, but because of my regular anxiety and actually being there and how i will cope with it all. I'm getting quite scared. Also, the past few days i've felt quite sick, which i'm not sure is anxiety-related or because of the weather.
Thanks for listening as always.
Gregor