im just sooky i guess...i got a week off..or just over, then the lump came back, granted ive had some stress stuff going on....nearly left marriage, and doc said ive got congestion in my lungs and throat thats been around for 2 weeks...so ive been coughing, etc..now lump is back...i just feel like crying so bad..im really trying not to go down the freak out its cancer thing ....and it seems to get worse through the day..i just wish it would leave me alone so desperatly!!!!!
i dont want the camera down the throat thing ,but i know ill have to go there if this keeps haunting me!!!
what did i do wrong for this to keep happening???
woe is me, bring out the violins....
surely it cant be cancer...theres no coughing of blood,no visual lump..ive been pocked and prodded for this last year...
oh god, please help me get through this....uni starts in 1 week!!!???