This should never have happened, I am truly sorry.

[ricardo]

I have been asked by Nic not to communicate with the other leader lol. This isn't about leaders, in fact I don't like the term.

I had two choices when abuse was hurled at me and it is there for all to see.

I decided to reply every time as believe it or believe it not NMP has been a blessing in disguise to me for the best part of the last three years.On reflection I seemed to have shot myself in the foot, though unintentionally.

I have never professed to being an expert but after 35 years of GAD,OCD and agoraphobia I try and offer advise so that people don't end up like I have, being complacent about my illness and not getting a better quality of life. Pills don't agree with me but that's not a real excuse.

Moving back to a your homeland after 12 years away is quite difficult and to be honest we came back to get better help for me but more importantly for my daughter who has been ill for years as those of you who know me it has taken up a lot of our time to try and make her better.Unfortunately every specialist has a different opinion but it now appears she has ME.

As I have mentioned several times I had a heart attack 6 months ago and that with the issues with my daughter made me stay away from NMP, not that I really have to explain this.

I do actually have a wicked sense of humour as verified by those who used to attend quiz nights, but I am upset to hear that I am upsetting people on here and that some have complained about me, by privately corresponding with admin.

Hopefully things can get back to normal and in a few weeks all will be forgotten.I am sorry if many have had their anxiety escalated by all of this.

[Sam123]

Ricardo I have expressed my views to admin via email and you were mentioned amongst others, I felt I needed to show all sides as that wasn't being done.
There has been very unnacceptable things in my opinion said to Davit that I didn't think would be addressed, I guess for a while I have felt comfortable with certain comments made(not by you) .

Regardless of how this started or ended I wanted to express what I had saw happening on the forum. My decision to leave isn't due to any person but for my own benefit.

We all know that this site has helped and is helping so many, I hope all can continue to use it in a positive way.

[lindy lou 2]

Ricardo, I don't see why you need to apologise, in my opinion, you just stood up to Davit, who I feel bullies people, I hope all of this hasn't happened because of the thread I started.
I have pm'd you but just wanted other people online to know how I feel about it.

[Davit]

Lindy and that is your right, thank you, I wondered about you. I also figured some one else would take over and keep this going. Hatred is a strong emotion. I let go so can not be blamed if this flares and isn't stopped right now. I would think a bully would have hate mail and I don't. Just the opposite so I will ignore you I expect to have some enemies. Like I said as long as one person asks for help I stay and right now there are a lot more than one.

[lindy lou 2]

Davit, I do not hate people, that is such a destructive emotion, I don't hate you or anyone else, I am new on here & was just shocked that a thread I started caused all of this.
Thanks for your reply, perhaps I should not have posted that
If I do post a thread again , you do not need to ignore me, if you have constructive advice, I am always willing to listen to anyone.
This has all got out of hand, you have posted your explanation, that is fair enough.
If you even wanted to pm me, that is ok too
I cannot take sides for or against anybody on here, we are all just people, most of us struggling with life & looking for help
Lindy.

[Davit]

I don't belong here since I'm free of all anxiety. I'm almost straight PM now with the people that want answers, it is best that way. Harder to stick my foot in my mouth.

[Pipkin]

I have been asked by Nic not to communicate with the other leader lol. This isn't about leaders, in fact I don't like the term.

I had two choices when abuse was hurled at me and it is there for all to see.

I decided to reply every time as believe it or believe it not NMP has been a blessing in disguise to me for the best part of the last three years.On reflection I seemed to have shot myself in the foot, though unintentionally.

I have never professed to being an expert but after 35 years of GAD,OCD and agoraphobia I try and offer advise so that people don't end up like I have, being complacent about my illness and not getting a better quality of life. Pills don't agree with me but that's not a real excuse.

Moving back to a your homeland after 12 years away is quite difficult and to be honest we came back to get better help for me but more importantly for my daughter who has been ill for years as those of you who know me it has taken up a lot of our time to try and make her better.Unfortunately every specialist has a different opinion but it now appears she has ME.

As I have mentioned several times I had a heart attack 6 months ago and that with the issues with my daughter made me stay away from NMP, not that I really have to explain this.

I do actually have a wicked sense of humour as verified by those who used to attend quiz nights, but I am upset to hear that I am upsetting people on here and that some have complained about me, by privately corresponding with admin.

Hopefully things can get back to normal and in a few weeks all will be forgotten.I am sorry if many have had their anxiety escalated by all of this.

Thank you Ricardo, your post is very much appreciated. I'm not commenting on who's right or wrong, just that we appreciate the sentiment.

Take care

Pip