Hello, my health anxiety started in 2013 I was convinced I had an incurable stomach disease lost a ton of weight and convinced I was eventually going to have to be tube fed. I recovered and everything seemed fine.
Now I am completely obsessed with my eyes, I have a lazy eye and thought how awful would it be if something happened to my good eye. I have seen 2 opthalmologists who have both said my eyes are fine. I have stopped eating, I look in the mirror constantly to see if I can spot redness. I am contemplating going to A&E now because I have eye pain. If it's not a glaucoma attack it's retinal detachment. I haven't slept properly in days because I worry that when I wake up I'll be blind. I'm scared something awful is happening and I'm not doing anything about my inevitable blindness. I have become a member of various online blind groups and have even looked into getting a dog for the blind. I have blurry vision which came on suddenly and the docs are scratching their heads because they have found no evidence of any disease. I am that irrational I would welcome an incurable brain tumour and death over going blind.