This is gonna sound nuts but after being with my therapist a while im starting to realise things.
My boyfriend is in a band that are becoming really sucsessful.He is on tour at the moment. Next month he is going to Americia for 2 weeks.
I dont think I can cope at home by myself for that long. I hate being byself for even the night. I half hope i do find out i have cervical cancer when i go for my smear next week cos that way he will stay.
You probably think im mad.